Burnout, Beaches and Babies, Oh My!

Ok, first let me say that everything is okay. Exhaustion does crazy things to one’s brain chemistry (it’s true, you can ask any Psych Student) and so in the light of day, I can see how my acceptable-level-of-concerns skyrocketed to I’m-freaking-out-like-it’s-an-alien-attack. My apologies to all of you!

So, I finally fell asleep sometime about 4 in the morning or so… Alarm went off at 8am. Hubster and I got up and did the morning-routine thing, but of course I was sucking at sitting patiently at home so we left with more than enough time to get to the clinic that was performing the scan. And all that meant was that I had to sit patiently in the waiting room of the clinic… but that seemed much less stressful.

Got called back by a very professionally nice ultrasound tech. She would explain what we were looking at “This is the head. Now we’re looking at the heart, and now the heart flow…” No excessive chit chat, which was fine. We just held hands and stared intently at the screen. No video (POO!) but I’ve got some photos at the end for y’all. She asked if we wanted to find out the sex, and we said ONLY if she got a REALLY clear shot. Which I think she appreciated, as well as some of our tension-relieving comments. (For example, when she was measuring the head and said “Now I’m measuring different parts of the brain, I said “Yay, our baby has a brain!” *facepalm at my stupidity*) ***Gender revealing photo at the END of the post*** Then Doctor M came in. She was so bubbly and warm and genuinely excited for us and for our baby. She went through all the pictures, and I asked a few questions of what exactly a light or dark spot was (What I can I say, the mom in me was worried about there being some random abnormality.) she was VERY excited about us working with Midwife N, and it sounds like she knows her really well. The doctor said a few times how lucky we were to be working with her. I could have totally hugged the woman 🙂 and when we mentioned we tend to be paranoid because of our previous miscarriage she asked a few questions about that. I was just really amazed that she didn’t seem rushed or anything, we really had her undivided attention. Can’t say enough about how really great the experience was. Everything looked good; brain, heart, spine, no cleft palate, heart rate 135, in the 65 percentile of growth, looking to be on the “tall” side. CAN NOT PRAISE GOD ENOUGH FOR THIS AMAZING BLESSING!!!!

So Hubster drove from there to our monthly meeting with Midwife N. (I wanted him to drive, so he would start getting to know how to get there, so the drive seems routine when I’m in labor! – Plus it gave me the opportunity to call the close family and friends we wanted to give the health and gender news to directly.) The meeting went well, got the card of the woman whom she recommends we take the birth class with. I guess her classes fill up fast, so she said to make contact with her soon. She listened to the heartbeat a la doppler (134 bpm to her count) and measured my uterus (exactly 20 cm! Although I’m just 19 weeks 1 day.) She said I’ve gained 11 pounds in the pregnancy so far which is exactly normal. She said that I should only gain another 10 in the 2nd half, but many women gain 20 or more so we went over how my eating has been going, just to stay on track. Since I way myself almost every day, it’s easy for me to track “trends” (am I a little heavier one day just because I ate something salty last night, or is this going up a little every day and I need to be more aware of what I’m eating and my activity?) and she was really impressed with how well it’s all been going. And I asked her if there was anything I could do about the insomnia, and she said it was safe for me to take uni.som. I found some at the store that’s labeled as “natural uni.som” so that made me feel a little better. I don’t want to take it every night for the rest of the pregnany, but hopefully if I can take it a few nights this week that will just be enough to kick start my day/night cycles back into place.

Grabbed some lunch, the sleep aid and a few odds and ends at the grocery store on our way home. Vegged at home for a little while – we had thrown around a few girl names, but hadn’t had a serious descussion so Hubster was all gung-ho to do that. The name we had originally planned on usuing a long time ago… well, it’s a beautiful name, but the name has deep roots in pagan/wiccan mythology and lore, and we both felt we wanted to give our baby a name that was beautiful, unique AND really meant something to us. So we started by finding a website that lists all the Orthodox Saint names (by gender!) and slowly went down, making note of anything we liked. After some fine tuning we’ve ended up with 3, and then Hubster started to get overwhelmed and a little loopy and started throwing out ideas inspired by alcoholic beverages, so I closed the laptop and said it was time to get out of the house! There’s plenty of time to think about this, no need to rush into anything!

Then we took the dogs down to the beach. We were going to go to the one we usually go to, but the parking lot was SO crowded, we decided to try a different one. And low and behold it was practically barren (although this beach was significantly more rocky than the other one, so less comfortable to walk along and wade in the water, but I cooled off my feet while Glen and Emma waded, and Radar actually swam a little bit.) Then home, and Hubster heated up some homemade soup from the freezer (Hot soup on a hot day… delicious but perhaps not the wisest choice ever lol. However, all the meal options in the house were hot meals, so whatchya gonna do?)

And now I’m here, uploading photos from the day.

20120806-194937.jpgEmma on the top, Glen sniffing rocks on the bottom…

20120806-194958.jpgRadar after his swim…

20120806-195005.jpgEmma and Glen…. pretty sure they were trying to find dead, dried up baby crabs to eat…

20120806-195017.jpgGlen: “This place is too much fun!  Dried up seaweed, dead crabs, all sorts of icky and delicious things!”

20120806-195011.jpgThe view from the Cha.mbers Cre.ek Beach.  The faded light blue land in the distance is the Olym.pic Moun.tain Range.

And now: The long awaited ultrasound pictures!!!  19 weeks, 1 day!

Baby’s profile, waving a hand!

Another profile shot, I thought the Baby was sucking it’s thumb but the doctor said no, that it was more “blowing kisses” *heart melt*

Baby’s face from the front, top of head pointed to the right.  Baby was head down today… let’s hope it stays that way for the birth!

Full side shot.  Head to the right, bum to the left, back is along the bottom of the picture.

“Get outta here, this is my womb!”

“Seriously, you people need my shoe size already?

Bum to the left, legs at top and bottom – clearly SANS PENIS!  Why hello by lovely, beautiful, precious little baby girl!!!!!!!!  But this will not be some pink-girly-girl, this will be a camo-wearing, camping, hunting, horseback riding girl.  Hubster was SO certain it was a boy, it took about an hour for him to wrap his mind around the fact that it is a girl, but now he is all colors of excited, hyper and wiggling like a puppy.

Oh man, I’m going to have the be the disciplinarian, she already has him wrapped around her teeny tiny little finger.

And I wouldn’t have it any. other. way.

Totally and completely blissed out.  I can’t even adequately describe it.  I know exactly how amazing, lucky, and truly blessed we are, or how much I LOVE this little baby SO MUCH.

Thank you everyone for your kind comments on my previous post, and for all the posts over the years you have been a part of.  I can’t imagine having done this journey so far without you guys.


14 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by babycrazykiwi on August 6, 2012 at 9:55 pm

    Congratulations on finding out the gender. Very exciting!!


  2. Congrats to baby girl! Glad all is well so you can relax a little.


    • Thanks, ya, I definitely feel a lot better. The doctor said its normal I’m not really feeling anything yet since this is the first pregnancy that has gotten this far, but she said in a week or two I would be feeling it. I can’t wait for that, then I can take comfort in that between doctor appointments.


  3. YAY!!!! So excited for you! Love the little baby pics and I hope you find a name soon that you both love. It looks beautiful up there! Wow. And hot soup sounds wonderful, as long as you don’t have to cook it! LOL. I’ll eat anything that someone else makes. 🙂


    • Well, technically I did make the soup, but about a month ago. It was a huge batch do we frozen it in meal-sized portions do its easy to heat up for a quick meal! I definitely need to make another batch as soon as the weather starts cooking down.


  4. Yea for a great ultrasound and yea for a baby girl. 🙂
    Our anatomy scan is Monday… And I’m so excited to see our baby again! 🙂


  5. Wow, a baby girl! So exciting! Glad everything looks great and all your appointments are going so well. It sounds like you have an amazing team of people working with you.


    • Its true, I feel so lucky to have found the medical people I have. I’ve heard so many horror stories, so I was really picky, and met with several folks, (which was frustrating) but I’m glad I did. The people you surround yourself with makes all the difference!


  6. Congratulations, hon!! Just caught up on a few other posts–sorry about the other stuff in your life, but seeing those pictures! Yay!! Congratulations on such a beautiful, amazing gift!

    ” But this will not be some pink-girly-girl, this will be a camo-wearing, camping, hunting, horseback riding girl.” — Umm…yeah. Good luck on that! 🙂 I was a tomboy growing up, said similar things about my girl–omg, she is the Girly-ist Girl in Girldom. Nothing ya can do about it. I give her options of course, I take her to do “non-girl” stuff, she is into monsters and werewolves. But her screaming, her need for SHOES, and just the right outfit–omg, she had those things wired in. So, your girl will be whatever she is despite us! 🙂 (Oh, and don’t get me started on trying to find gender neutral girl clothes!)


    • Well, certainly if she gets older and wants pink, she can have pink – but we’re an outdoorsy couple, so she’s gonna grow up getting dirty. But I also love going to the opera and I’ve got a pretty great shoe collection, so I’m not trying to say she can’t balance being down-to-earth with being a fashionable lady either 🙂

      My biggest issue, that I’ve been trying to express to people who will get us gifts, is that I don’t want an entire room and closet of PINK. I don’t want the nursery to look like a bottle of Pep.to threw up on it hehe. If someone gets us the occasional thing with pink on it, I’m not going to make them feel bad or anything.

      Of course, it will be fascinating to see who she is, because like you said, no matter what we hope for her, she is going to be her own little person. It will be interesting to look back in 5, 10, 20 years and compare our expectations to the reality! Lol!


      • I get ribbed a lot by my friends about my “No PINK” attitude…especially since W’s favorite colors are PINK and Purple (btw, she is FOUR and since she was a one year old she has had a big thing about shoes and dresses).

        It is really hard out there to find clothes that are not pink and not so girly. I think most of her clothes are purple, brown, blue, red. But, no matter how hard I try–there is a lot of pink in there!

        Here’s hoping we can keep the worst of those pinks out of our lives! 🙂

  7. Ahhhh!!! Congrats on a healthy little girl growing inside of you. YAY!!!


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