I hope I’m wrong… Paranoia 2.0?

My boobs are definitely less sore today. Seeing as how that was my most obvious pregnancy symptom (even before I took a test) I’m kind of freaking out… With no more blood tests or ultrasounds in my immediate future I have nothing to give me solace or concrete confirmation that I’m still pregnant with a growing fetus… I just keep praying. It’s all I can do.

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be they name. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory, now and ever and into ages of ages, Amen.

Lord have mercy,
Lord have mercy,
Lord have mercy.

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5 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by babycazykiwi on April 28, 2012 at 10:41 pm

    Oh honey I hope they come back sore as can be!!

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  2. Hun, we’re all a bunch of paranoid girls. I hope it comes back. Are you headed for more labs?

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    • Unfortunately no. The doctors out here just aren’t as familiar with my history, so this pregnancy just isn’t being highly monitored. I may call Monday and request another round of HCG level checks… They may or may not approve the request. It’s a double edge sword, because at a certain point, all the lab stuff in the world wont stop me from wondering. It brings me comfort the day of the results, but doesn’t tend to last very long. And I doubt I can convince them to do blood work every other day for the next 3 or 4 months when I would start being able to detect it on a doppler. But that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t love to have that kind of confirmation either!

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  3. I’d tell you to try to not worry too much but we know that won’t happen. Just try to enjoy this pregnancy when possible.

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