Grumpy Gus

I find myself back in the “waiting purgatory”. I’m waiting for insurance to kick in (March 1st). Waiting to get in and caught up on regular doctor stuff (establish a general practitioner, obgyn, dentist in March). Waiting to check in the fertility specialist (most likely April, after seeing the regular doctors and giving me a chance to figure out what will and wont be covered, which means we probably won’t be really ready to do anything fertility-attempting-wise until May). Waiting to lose weight (12 flingin’ flangin’ pounds to go!).

I’m sorry, but if you can’t still buy clothes in the regular departments, don’t whine about losing 10 lbs. as far as I’m concerned you fall into the “skinny bitch” category. When you have to buy clothes in the “women’s” section if the store, then you understand my pain. The last time I was in single digit pants was elementary school… Maybe junior high school. Definitely not in high school. I look at pictures of my size 13 self and think how skinny I looked! (of course compared to my size 0-6 friends I felt fat and ugly, but now I just think I looked normal.)

So I sit here and eat my zucchini-potatoe-cilantro soup (that probably would be tasty if I hadn’t cooked it wrong last night so now it tastes weird and kind of gross- don’t try to substitute olive oil with walnut oil when sautéing vegetables) and just hope I can check one of those “waiting” items off my list. When what I really want is a giant chunk of chocolate.

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2 responses to this post.

  1. Ugh, the waiting is the worst part! I always feel so much better when I’m doing something. But March 1 isn’t too far away. And then you can really start doing!

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  2. Posted by babycrazykiwi on February 18, 2012 at 6:24 pm

    We are so on the same game. Waiting waiting waiting and waiting!!! I have absolutely no advice for how to cope but just know I’m thinking of you xx

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