Something happened tonight. A friend basically slapped me in the face with my miscarriage. And I’ve been sobbing. The whole snot bubbles, eyes swollen shut sobbing. I’m exhausted and alone and I promise to explain more later when I have the energy to get out of bed to my laptop, but for now I’m just reaching out. I wish there was someone to call but I wouldn’t even know what I would say. I want MY little baby, the one due in March, the one that would be 4ish months old now to be in my arms. Or for fucks sake, I would like my husband to be here to give me a hug. But who’s going to get up and drive over here in the middle of the night just to hug me????
16 Aug
Pursuing Parenthood 
Posted by babycrazykiwi on August 16, 2011 at 1:54 am
Oh hun sending hugs from NZ!!! I’m sorry you’ve a bad night. I’ll wait to hear the whole story before I try to give anymore words of wisdom but just know I’m thinking of you and wish I could help xxx
Posted by Mo on August 16, 2011 at 2:39 am
Oh hon, I know. Sometimes it just hits you, and you can’t help it. My first little one was duein march too. It sucks. I wish I could fly over and hug you. Remember, you’re not alone.
Posted by Tanya on August 16, 2011 at 5:22 am
I am so sorry someone was insensitive to you and your loss. Sending (((HUGS))) your way.
Posted by zygotta on August 16, 2011 at 5:58 am
I am so sorry you had to experience this. Hugs – over thousands of miles!
Posted by Rain on August 16, 2011 at 1:17 pm
I am so, so sorry!!! I am sending you big hugs!!