Funny how a little thing…

Something happened tonight. A friend basically slapped me in the face with my miscarriage. And I’ve been sobbing. The whole snot bubbles, eyes swollen shut sobbing. I’m exhausted and alone and I promise to explain more later when I have the energy to get out of bed to my laptop, but for now I’m just reaching out. I wish there was someone to call but I wouldn’t even know what I would say. I want MY little baby, the one due in March, the one that would be 4ish months old now to be in my arms. Or for fucks sake, I would like my husband to be here to give me a hug. But who’s going to get up and drive over here in the middle of the night just to hug me????

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5 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by babycrazykiwi on August 16, 2011 at 1:54 am

    Oh hun sending hugs from NZ!!! I’m sorry you’ve a bad night. I’ll wait to hear the whole story before I try to give anymore words of wisdom but just know I’m thinking of you and wish I could help xxx

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  2. Oh hon, I know. Sometimes it just hits you, and you can’t help it. My first little one was duein march too. It sucks. I wish I could fly over and hug you. Remember, you’re not alone.

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  3. I am so sorry someone was insensitive to you and your loss. Sending (((HUGS))) your way.

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  4. I am so sorry you had to experience this. Hugs – over thousands of miles!

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  5. I am so, so sorry!!! I am sending you big hugs!!

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